kurodo32

so as of late life has sucked majorly and ive been contemplating suicide and hurting myself physically and mentally alot, im just soo damn tird of all the damn pain thats going on right now and of everything thats causing it, i want to endure it and take it all but im not sure how much longer ill last at this rate, its killing me . .. .  maybe im just week and cant tolerate this anymore, or something, but anyways depending on if i remember ill upload alot of my poems soo just because its my only real way of commmunicating my emotins, my pain, my humanity. anyways shit goes down and ill stand up proud to take it as i always have, the dumbassed

okay so i scrapped the drawing idea, i suck at drawing now so it just kinda fell apart, but now im working on something else, i think that im going to write some stuff now, megaman stuff, i want to write a chronocle for protoman explaining his creation and how he became to be, and maybe if i can get teh materials for fairly resonable prices i may make a mega and proto man costume for me and my friend . . . but thats a huge maybe

okay so heres the thing, i am a huge megaman fan, love and have beaten each game save for the battle network series cause i wasnt a fan of it . . . anyways, i recently found a band that reinvigorated my love for the games but not in the way that i normally am, this time im obsessing not over the blue bomber but over the robot masters from cut man to knightman and more. now as it turns out i am currently working on some research on each master so that i can perhaps make a good rendition or drawing of them, each of them, one by one, yes a big project thatll take up my free time, what there is to be had anyways, now if anyone who happens to read